Friday, December 30, 2005

WAKE UP SAM!!!!
the world aint what u want it to be!! it never will.. things will never go your way as planned so mind as well sit tight and enjoy the ride!! people will never be what you want them to be, i'm a mistake of nature! never meant to be created, why did i swim so fast and strong when i was a sperm? was i dying to become human to suffer? what was i thinkin!!
i know its okay for people tohide things away from their friends and family, i do too esp my family, there are many things that they never should know. and i also hide things from my 'friends' and NO i'm not mad at her for hiding stuff from me. i'm mad at her for other reasons.. dun get me wrong.

my heart's premature beating is happening more frequently now...this is normal though when its nearing my exams...wish that i die?? bet you do... i do too!!!

for me.. i believe that only in death will you know how really cares for you, well.. right now i'm dying to see who are my true friends..so... C U!!!

crying in pain,
S
Fill Me Up Wif Ur Love
11:02 AM